sorry that was a different point in time btw

so im playing Gmod TTT, and i see a guy shoot another guy, so by common sense i killed him, but then i looked at his body and he didnt kill him, so i got very confused, and annoyingly enough my mum comes in and tells me to disconnect.
a few minutes later i tell the Mod that i was very sorry i accidentally rdmed and told him what happened, but he said "i dont care your perma banned and thats final" and unfriended me so i couldnt talk to him anymore.
i tryed to connect today but it says im banned, because i thought i had alreayd been unbanned by now, (because i was banned about a week ago) but sadly im still banned.
if somebody could unban me that would be great, im very sorry for killing greenham but the only reason i did is because i saw him shoot somebody and by common sense i shot him, but the bad thing is they will probs keep me banned because a few weeks back i shot a moderator because he had a flare gun (yea i know idiot move, but he said he didnt so i thought he was about to shoot me, and if you were an innocent why wouldnt you say you had a flare gun?)
again im sorry for leaving after i shot him, again i only thought he shot the other guy.
please if you could unban me i would be very greatful, i really love the Get Some TTT server and i hope to be unbanned soon

wow, if only that happened for me...

hey im GANGSTA PUG and i was banned recently from the TTT server on gmod, why? because i told a man the simple facts of why i killed a guy
yes i got a tad bit angry at the person for saying that i was mass-rdming but the only reason i rdmed the guy was because he was holdinga flare gun and was saying 'i dont have a flare gun what are you talking about?' and i got really suspicous of him and i shot him
the second kill was when a guy was refusing to get into the traitor tester and muted me because he is simply not nice
i was a tad bit raging at this one guy because  he said 'is GANGSTA getting slain for mass rdm?' and i got a tad bit annoyed because he said i was mass rdming
mass rdming si when you kill 3 people without reason
rdming is when you kill one or two and is not as bad as long as you have a reason
could you PLEASE unban me, i really love the server and the group and playing on other servers are less fun
i hope you accept my apology for rdming and raging and i also hope i can get unbanned
-Matt